Unsettling Healthy Advice
I am drinking Sunrype Fruit and Veggie drink. Every glass gives you two Canada Food Guide servings of fruit and vegetable. It's full of yummy goodness. I am suddenly an advertisement. I apologize.
See, it all started earlier today with my friend "nameless." She used to be a socially corrupting influence. Suddenly she is full of so much good advice and health tips that I'm the baddy. I still smoke. Still eat meat. Still use drugs. Still eat junk food from the whole spectrum of junk food. Have fatty foods.
She is getting skinnier and passing her clothes on to me.
I am beginning to long for the good healthy lifestyle. She is rubbing off.
And somehow she knows me better than I wish she did. It's kind of funny. Today we were talking about a certain someone and she kept saying to me "You still want her, I KNOW you still want her. Don't you? Don't you?!" and I was all cowering in the corner saying "Get out from inside my head!"
FILM FEST SWAG: I got a pair of boxer shorts from the Rendevous with Madness film festival in Toronto (where my newest tape Love & Numbers played) that has a fish on the butt with the words Nice Bass over it. If you ask me nice I'll bend over and let you see my Bass.
So I went to the store today where I usually buy myself a Coke. But I've been hearing more and more scary things about the Coca-cola company these days. So I got this juice, this special ultra healthy juice.
I am bad about vegetables. I eat them so rarely. I like them. I know they're better for the world if you eat vegetables. But why eat vegetables when you could have BACON!!!!!!
Truthfully I tire of bacon.
I have to clean the bathroom before twelve o'clock or I turn into a pumpkin.
I have the right shape to be a pumpkin.
I tire of my body shape. I wish my stomach had real muscles, not these piddly bands of fiberous tissue.
I tire of my life. I am stuck in a rut in a specific part of my life and it's really starting to wear on me. I'm tired of being messy. I'm tired of being unhealthy. I'm tired of my body. I'm tired of smoking and doing drugs. I'm tired of being paranoid. I'm tired of having no spiritual focus to my life.
It's crunch time and I am procrastinating. I should be working on papers. Instead I cast my words into the internet void.
Say hello to the so-called world, words.