It's January 11, and I still haven't heard about my grant. God am I ever nervous. I have two divergent futures based on this one grant, at least for the next year, and I really hope I get it because then I have an interesting future.
If not, oh lord, who knows what will happen to me. I need to find a full time job doing something I'm relatively good at. I don't know what.
I'm doing alright. Tomorrow night I am having Bouilliabase with my family. I don't know if I spelled it correctly. Oh well. I went with mum to get the fish bits at Charlies today.
I like going into the fish store, though I'm not too much into seafood. I like looking at all the different things. Lobsters, shrimps, octopus, frog legs, clams, etc. In Vancouver you could also look at the Geoducks. Pronounced, GooeyDucks, these weird clam things have huge penis like protuberances. Always entertaining.
Once I saw a slug eat icing off a birthday cup cake. Lynn had made them, and it was summer and we were out in the back porch in a DTES house. And it was night time, perfect slug weather.
One time I got a slug caught in my sandal as I was walking home in the dark with Lynn. EW! Slugs plus bare feet equals not nice.
Sugar, bring me sugar!
So anyway, I hope the more interesting option happens for my life, because I don't want to spend my time doing work for other people. I don't mind it, but it would be nice to be able to make some work for a while. I feel like I've been working for so long.
I should figure out some way to turn my screenplay into support material. I don't know how that would work.
I'm so bored lately. I need a new distraction. I need a new interest. Something exciting and wonderful has to happen soon.
Plus I have to get my CFC application in on the 28th. I need to get some reference letters and so on. And I have to put three videos onto a DVD. Oh man!