Not scary

I don't want to seem scary. We're actually in a really good situation, I mean, out of all the things to unite on, mostly we've finally rallied around the point of just being decent human beings who don't hurt people anymore. I know most of the world doesn't agree with this insane march to global domination. It's stupid. What the hell do they want with us anyway? They don't even like us.

And I know a lot of stuff is going to start coming out, and I know a lot of things I say sound weird, but that's fine, because people are supposed to think for themselves. I don't think any outside group or single individual has the pull to pass judgement on ALL of society. I mean, a lot of things people have manipulated into being "bad" or "wrong" are just goofy things that don't matter in the long run. It's when you agree with the secret that your life gets in danger.

But you know, blaming ALL of America won't work either because there are some kick ass people there. They don't have power and control right now, but that doesn't mean they aren't there.

All I really wanted to do was bring society to Level Five in positive disintegration so that people could see who was who. And I think it worked. I don't really have to do anything else because I already set up something. All I have to do is go chill out and remember how to be me. And I don't like feeling this frustrated. But honestly, there are way more good people than meanies, it's just that the good people are too damned scared right now. If you show them that it's okay to be who they are in this whole maelstrom, things can alter dramatically.

I know for a fact that there are profoundly Gifted people ALL over the world who have been trying to figure out how to get people to take them seriously. They know some solutions to some pretty weird stuff. And they know empathy. And they're freaked out because there's so much negative stimulation in the world, everyone kind of took a coffee break and let this thing get huge. And some people who are gifted are spiritually gifted and some are just really smart and more logical. And a lot are mixed race. And a lot don't even like the word gifted because they are irritated by being separated from society. They're as diverse as anyone.

It's time to decide which way you want to go. You don't have to think about any heavy duty spooky stuff at all, not if it freaks you out, you can just look at the world and admit that war, hatred, and violence is fucking us over. And if people try to unite you under a banner of war, no matter who it is with, now you know who those people are.

Anyway, I mostly have been writing just so people know I'm okay. But I don't want to lead anyone. I want to go play. I realized I don't have to keep looking at all the yucky stuff because I spent my whole life looking at it. I'm going to go look at happy things now, because at this point nothing surprises me anymore. I told you every yucky secret I have been told, whether they are true or not, you get to decide, some of them are very true, just unsettling and well covered up. I have a weird history, which is why I got away with saying so much. I probably would have stopped confessing if I hadn't been medicated. And I know if I keep writing in a frustrated state I could confuse everyone. So I'm not going to. And anyway, I already did what I wanted to do. I don't have to do anything else..

And I am perfectly entitled to live on this planet, don't tell me any differently.